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this christmas is the most awesome christmas of my life. the most meaningful, the most faith-filled, the most exciting, the most loving, the most beautiful and amazing christmas of my life.

i wanted to cry. i wanted to laugh. i wanted to just hug God and tell Him how much i love Him and thank Him for everything. for giving me the best christmas present i could ever ask for -- lives changed. all around.

i realised how many things in my life are so awesome.
had dinner with jomain, simee, shermaine and crystal. it was a great time of fellowship, just eating and talking with them. talking about church and about revelation. about Jesus coming in our generation. we all agreed that there was no time to waste! MISSION EV! haha. was so faith-filled and exciting. i love talking big things with big people (:

on the way to the mrt station, crystal and shermaine and i were talking about the future. we were imagining if i had a zone, crystal would be a cgl and shermaine would be a tl. then sam and joanne would be pastor and leonard would be pastor of pastors. (there was another alternative i shall refrain from putting here LOL)
wow!~ how amazing that would be. and we wanted a church with condos where the church people can stay, sort of like service apartments. it would be so awesome!

then we talked about ev, and we were saying how hard it was at times to ev people. life has disapoointments!but the best part is when you watch people getting planted and growing and getting on fire. that's when you feel so happy to see lives changed. that's what you're living for.

and then crystal and i had the most silly conversation about lip balm and earrings and cologne! okay its not at stupid as it sounds la. was actually about something rather important. but it was pretty funny too. (:

anyway, i really loved this Christmas. i love my life, i love b2, i love zoneB, i love my family, i love MY GOD.

Threw the stars ;10:42:00 PM

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gaahhhhhh. i overslept, which is NOT good. tired. happy but tireddddd.
whyyy!!?? naniiiidesskaaaa.
i rmb last yc i dint sleep one whole night it wasnt that bad. and yesterday i slept for 4 nice whole hours and im still tired ;_;
maybe its the floor! hahahahaaaa ;_;
its so cold lah, esp at like 5am+ in the morning? dee and i were like totally buried in our sleeping bags. its a wonder my whole body could go in. body bags! XDDDD
nya.
okay, brain alittle dysfunctionaalll.
HURHUR.

;__;

just finished doing some ps-ing. it sucks laaa. cries.
sighsigh.
miss camp..!
was totally awesome. the services were even more powerful than last youth camp. but samteo and i have mutually agreed that yc1 was better! X) okay, dats sounds uberbiased, but w ejust decided there was something special about the 1st camp. hoho.
in any case, both camps rocked lah.
i'll elaborate more when i have the enrgy to.

right now, i just want STRABUCKS ERM LIKE NOW.
HURHUURRRHURRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
OH NO.
CONFERENCE.

XDD;;

yayyyayyy sevrantsfunkified roxxxx. (:
BIG COMMITMENT ROCKS MORE.
GOD ROCKS THE MOST.
trala.

Threw the stars ;11:28:00 PM

How I love to, how I love to sing about You
Your love shines down.
How I love to, how I love to sing about You
Your peace falls down.
When I sing about You

I really love my life!
shermaine is ubernice to give me her extra wallet, and now we have the same one XD
it's been so awesome, and i really thank God for heart of God church and pastors and bzone and b2 and all my leaders and all my friends! ^^

after integration on friday, i went to my dad's friend's place for dinner. his first wife passed away, and his second wife had a son a few years ago, and we visited him for some reason or other. they had a daughter who was super quiet. kind of reminded me of me. she was sitting in the corner drawing. from st marg's, same age as me. i felt like reaching out to her. she's in NCC now, but according to her dad she doesn't really like it there. sat at the dinner table and listened to them talk.
first time i willingly listened to adults(other than pastors) talk.
its actually quite interesting, and you can suck out a lot of valuable information that they leak.
haha. XD

i'm tired but happy :)
can't wait for zone bbq too! for once i can sit around and sabo people.
yayy had meeting with joanne (and samantha made a surprise entrance lol) today.
discussed and planned how to get the se1's.
i'm determined to reach down to the next generation!
the band of sec4 cedarians are not going to let the revival end! haha.
really gonna go all out and win over the sec1s and lower sec poeople next yr.
especially in my new cca.
next year is gonna be a totally different year. gonna start pulling the cedar team together and growing tighter and reaching out. the younger people! yeah!

i know i have to forego other things that i used to enjoy. i know i have to resist returning to my old ways and walk in the path that is narrow, but leads to where God intends for me. let's all be planetshakers next year! a macro view, a big heart, a passion for Jesus, love for the lost.

!CFC20*2006!

REVIVAL IN CEDAR. THE NEXT GENERATION OF WORLD-TAKERS WILL BE MADE.

Threw the stars ;9:06:00 PM

my blog is green.
i'mlovingit!
^^
(buying guitars at swee lee with shermaine&grace=fun!)
(i love my life.)
(hurhur, why am i bracketing everything?)
('tis fun though)

Father God, how i love You so.

Threw the stars ;12:05:00 AM