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Threw the stars ;5:01:00 PM

hurhur.
i erm, took a little time off from a wee bit of emath and produced...
*drumroll*
this lovely layout!!! ^^;
ok, so the artwork is by some other nicesupercoolfunkytalentedartistcoughcough.
and erm, the main html is by erm, someoneelsecoughcough.
BUT IT TOOK TIME OKAY. ;-;
so be nice.
i left the copyrights. trala.

righty-o.
hm, CNY is coming. which means..LONG HOLIDAY! (rather sad eh, my deifnition of a long holiday is 4 days. 0_o)
i feel bad for being late today, because we were having prayer meeting after school and i got pretty carried away while praying.
ah! i so love prayer meetings. (:

we are stuck in the little place outside the door to the rooftop, where our voices echo down the whole stairway and we are forced to pray in murmurs. lol. at least people don't start wlaking past every now and then. (ohyapayasoh anyone?) hurr.
but still, the presence of God was so great today! (: i dunno if anyone else felt it but i sure did. His presence can fill even that tiny, pathetic alcove where we hid and prayed...! wow!
just makes me smile (:

when we have loads of people in Cedar, and we have to meet somewhere more conspicous to pray, we shall look back on the good ole days where we whispered prayers, huddled togther on the rooftop-door-outside place and let faith permeate the atmosphere!
yeah, even though its hard now, I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!
because i have a BIG GOD with Whom ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.

i just love my God so much. even when i'm down and out, when i question and why i don't act the way i should, He's always there to help me up and carry me through.
haha. i can't not smile when He's around!!

and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age."
--Matt 28:20

Threw the stars ;6:40:00 PM

hm.
well, honestly, i don't feel all that great lately.
i hope it doesn't show.
i won't say anymore, because i have vowed never to blog about anything that will discourage or upset people. i want what i write to always be a blessing. so yes, i won't say much, except that i'm not feeling exactly wonderful.
it's that feeling you get, like someone just tore off your arm and you're walking around with a stump.
okay, i meant that like figuritively.
NOOOOOOO.
gahh.
STOPFESTOPFESTOP.

JUST.
STOP.
devil you will not get a hold on me.
i refuse to let you.
go back to hell.

sigh.
suffice to say, i would very much like to sleep for a hundred years. i'll leave it to your disgression whether it's from exhaustion or something else.
but God is always faithful, especially when you cry out to Him, He's always there to help you. and i will praise Him even in my darkest hour.
here's the lyrics of a song by Delirious? which touched me today.

Take me to the place where eagles fly
where my love for You, Jesus, I never can deny
If I'm right then you are wrong,
and if I'm wrong then I've really lived
And if I die with no reward
I know i have peace, because I carried the sword.

Threw the stars ;6:36:00 PM

;__;
i am supposed to be like, researching on euthanasia and stuff, but i'm not exactly doing so, as is evident.
gahh.
wonder why i'm bothering to blog. feeling ubertired.
having a stupid sorethroat and i sound absolutely ghastly. x)
need.to.get.well.
like. now.

hurrumph.
well anyway, i can't wait for tomorrow. (:
love tw's Evermore cd.
wow, its so refreshing. feel better listening to it already.
sigh.
school has been, erm, slightly annoying. have tried to pay attention during most lessons, esp amaths. and i am happy to say that i can understand binomial theorem. thank God! haha.
i am, however, hopeless at chemistry.
and there's CHEM DOUBLE PRAC PERIODS. EW.
erm, right, sorry.

gah. hope i don't fall asleep later while trying to study Twelfth Night. i will never forgive sng and his quizzes. and for calling me a bowler hat. and for..nevermind.

i am going insane. school does that to people. haha.

You're all i need, all i breathe is You.
You're all i'm thirsty for.

Threw the stars ;6:15:00 PM

lol.
today was interesting.
sylvia overslept and came late. was actually quite funny. haha.
anyway, new classrooM! on the 3rd level too. hope we get the bigger classroom. hmm..
teachers were quite weird. ronniegoh is our form teacher. bet he feels so totured la.
hahaaha.
but we're very nice to him.
he better be happy.

sighz. am still lit rep. grr.
change la, ppl. i dun wanna collect ur hw anymore leh.
X)

jk.
whole day felt like singing praise/worship songs. seal n i brought ulf eckman books. lol. quite funny. haha...was fun la. talking about watergate and stuff. we made vows to study hard this year.
wah! scary man. o levs are comign so soon.
x)
all the teachers are trying to scare us!!
can't wait for study rule.
gonna glorify God with my results (:

whee!~

Threw the stars ;3:35:00 PM