Monday, January 16, 2006
hm.
well, honestly, i don't feel all that great lately.
i hope it doesn't show.
i won't say anymore, because i have vowed never to blog about anything that will discourage or upset people. i want what i write to always be a blessing. so yes, i won't say much, except that i'm not feeling exactly wonderful.
it's that feeling you get, like someone just tore off your arm and you're walking around with a stump.
okay, i meant that like figuritively.
NOOOOOOO.
gahh.
STOPFESTOPFESTOP.
JUST.
STOP.
devil you will not get a hold on me.
i refuse to let you.
go back to hell.
sigh.
suffice to say, i would very much like to sleep for a hundred years. i'll leave it to your disgression whether it's from exhaustion or something else.
but God is always faithful, especially when you cry out to Him, He's always there to help you. and i will praise Him even in my darkest hour.
here's the lyrics of a song by Delirious? which touched me today.
Take me to the place where eagles fly
where my love for You, Jesus, I never can deny
If I'm right then you are wrong,
and if I'm wrong then I've really lived
And if I die with no reward
I know i have peace, because I carried the sword.
Threw the stars ;6:36:00 PM
