Friday, October 13, 2006
&today, i am feeling wistful, reminiscent, nostalgic.
officially, today marks my last day in Cedar.
it's so strange - four years have passed so fast. feels like just a while ago, i walked into my sec1 classroom, totally clueless, and got immersed in culture. feels like just a while ago that we trained under the scorching sun in ridiculous costumes for National Day. seems like just an eyeblink away, me and alethea tlaking about anime in the canteen whilst drinking lime juice one afternoon.
seems like just a while ago..
just a while..
i was 13. now i'm 16.
the hallways of the classrooms i walked along everyday. i will wak along them one last time tomorrow after Grad. but today, today is officially the end of my life here.
i've grown a lot. i've changed a lot.
trainings in rain or shine - the gym and the javelin and the discus - drills with broken cones.
extra lessons after school - sun blaring down during jogging as we complain.
the chill of 3zed classroom - dreams of coffee machines - the dusty cushions - holes in the floor - smuggling food every day - the judgement panel - pringles cans - meaningless fun about jrock & anime & manga & chinese serials.
mugging for o levels - mutual stress and insanity - the bigness of the windy classroom - mr goh trying to salvage our class - maria and i and the guitars - smses under the table - talking nonsense with cynthia/sherry - the piano with joy.
all the things i love.
all the people and friendships i treasure.
it suddenly hit me -- i made some friends whom i really treasure and whom i will miss.
it's so weird, not to see them ever again.
i suppose, i can't say i hate my school. i mean, there are things i don't like about it, and at some point i might think it totally sucks. but well.
i guess i do love my school.
and i love 4zed too.
i realised that i wouldn't ever hope to be in any other class.
we've been through a lot together - good and bad.
some of my best memories and funnest times happened here.
but yes. i've grown. i'm not the same girl who came in, innocent 13.
graduating class of 2006 - we're explosive.i love my school, i love my class, i love my friends, i love my life.
thank you God, that you've blessed me with these people in my life (:
Threw the stars ;3:42:00 PM
