stars

it is not often that fedora ee dies on her laptop.
unfortunately, this phenomena occured recently ie yesterday night!
lol!

i got back from youth camp many days ago,
and i feel like a totally different person.
i've grown from this camp. i've learnt many things about God, and i've made many awesome friends.
(SAINT JOSHUA)
and i love my life even more.
leadership can be tiring, painful and frustrating at times, but the love for people always keeps you going.
like how Pastor said, Jesus saw the potential in the 12 disciples and even though they had such little faith and would not even blieve it was Jesus who stood before them, He still had faith that they would be great impacts in their generation.
Jesus could see in the spiritual.
it really inspired me to do the same.

this past week has taught me a lot of things.
like how fake friends from the world can be (after 2 years of so-called friendship)
but i would give up anything for God - even my friends.
i have greater things to do in life! (:

let's all continue to pass down our church culture. don't let it die off.
we cannot afford to be like the world - don't lose the culture of Heart of God church! it's precious!
(:

Threw the stars ;8:36:00 AM

back to having a life!
i'm loving it! rising to new levels. breakthrough. time to grow. time to plan.
INSPIRE!

YOUTH CAMP! (:

Threw the stars ;10:07:00 PM

my best friend is coming to SG on 22nd nov! (:
so exciting ah. haha. i haven't seen her in more than a year i think.
yea man, o's ending this thurs!! wootzors.

i love my life. you know why? because i have God! haha! ^^
and i know that no matter what, i'm gonna overcome, because He lives in me.

i live - i don't exist.
&i believe in You-

fight; and I'll fight with you - and for you.
(cause if even if you don't believe in Me, I believe in you)

Threw the stars ;12:07:00 PM

Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
I'm staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

Larger then the moon, my love for you
World's collide, as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love

noticing things, i guess. beautiful song.
just had emath today. my brain is like. in stasis. seriously scary.
now i know what zombies feel.
;_;
hmm, can't really think right now. actually i'm not so sure why i'm blogging. haha.
i just can't wait to go church tomorrow and breathe in the wonderful air and atmosphere. i realise that the only place i feel safe and happy is heart of God - my home. i mean, not that i don't like my own home, but i know that even in my darkest troubles and hours, i can always go to church and i'll be okay over there.
yes! it's my spiritual home, with my spiritual family (:

time passes fast. haha.
hmm, i've been thinking a lot the whole week. maybe it's because of exams, so you kind of start thinking about things when your mind feels empty because you poured out everything during a two hour paper. haha. been putting things into perspective and shifting things around. like you know, spring cleaning except in your mind? the shelves of my cerebral vortex are extremely dusty, i must say =x

can't wait for end of o's! 6 more days (:
then i will be free to go out on outings! talk to people! make things happen!
yeah, can't wait. and i doubt i'm going to japan/korea anymore. actually, i don't really want to. haha.
oh wells.
this post is so meaningless man. i'm just posting because i'm too tired to do anything else right now. i'm hungry. feel like eating chicken. SIGH.
haha.

YOUTH CAMP IS COMING ^^

Threw the stars ;6:44:00 PM

ahya. i kena again. by guess who.
(whispercoughNAOMIcoughcough)
^^

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

- I like orange glitter!
- I am studying the distribution of wet rice in asia right now
- I've read 11 out of Shakespeare's 37 plays. T_T
- I wanna learn how to snow board
- I love brit rock
- I like musicals and plays and movies ! (:
- I can start spouting weird quotes after studying Lit

7 THINGS THAT SCARES ME
- Losing my freedom
- Heights
- Nightmares
- cockroaches!
- bad grammar (it can get REALLY scary okay)
- disappointment
-

7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT
- Iris; Goo Goo Dolls
- I write Sins not Tragedies; Panic! at the disco
- Pick it Up; Planetshakers
- Lose Control; Rapture Ruckus
- Rain Down; Planetshakers
- Transylvania; Mcfly
- God of Wonders; Third Day

7 PEOPLE I FANCY
- GOD (:
- Tom Felton/Draco Malfoy
- Se7en
- Hyde
- Jake Gyllenhal
- L
- Artemis Fowl

7 THINGS I SAY MOST
- like whatever man
- it's like,
- haha right
- yo yo sup man?
- be a man! do the right thing!
- i tell you ah..
- so erm yeah

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS
i spare the world of this evilness.

back to mugging geog! haha. 7 more days!! (:
can't wait for saturday. time to go to church! yay! i miss church!
feel like i'm in exile.

Threw the stars ;9:20:00 AM

ITS SO FRUSTRATING.

like everytime i have spiritual breakthrough in my life, the devil always comes and tries to get back the ground i have won.
i feel like just telling him to go and die!
it always happens on the treshold of breakthrough,
and it always happens near my exams.
what is the devil trying to do?!

i'm not going to get discouraged.
i'm not gonna be angry,
i'm NEVER GIVING UP.

you did it once to me devil, and i fought back.
if you do it again, i will MAKE YOU REGRET.

(i'm not your dog. stop blaming things on me; you've been doing that since i was small. i've had enough.
can't you just realise your own mistakes, for once.
i feel like i have no free will around you. go and i go. stay and i stay. shut up and i shut up.
well, silence is my greatest weapon now.)

i will not be small like you.

-

God; i thank You for today.
i thank You for everything you've done for me;
I will never stop running my race.
my faith is in You (:

thank You, for BREAKTHROUGH-

Threw the stars ;10:38:00 PM

you ask me how
how i can be sure
how i know it's not just something else for fun
cos He's so real,so real in my life
He picked me up and turned my universe around.

Jesus came in, He came into my life,
and i know, i never felt so good

cos everything's changed; everything is different (:

Threw the stars ;3:57:00 AM