stars

inertia carries you forward.
i suddenly feel like my life is seprated into two worlds.
church,
& school.

yesterday i went around singapore buying presents and stuff for people, and basically i just hung out with church people all day.
at night i went for college play (Love, Food & Babies -
- which was so so i guess).
and i realised that these two parts of my life are so different.
feels kind of quasi-real.

i really do miss church.
i miss having whole days to just go on outings, hang out with people, go for meetings,
and just SERVE God.
i realise that school for all its seeming colour and attraction
holds little meaning to me.
i'm really alive when i'm in the house of God.

CCA? council? scholarships? awards? fame? power? fun?
(or what most college kids call, "living life to the fullest")
who cares about these things,
when i can change lives.
(i'd give it up any day, any time)

i love my life already.
i don't need fame, fun, or recognition.
i have God (:

(iknewitbeforeyouevensaidso)

Threw the stars ;9:44:00 AM

Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard

There's a place off Ocean Avenue,
Where I used to sit and talk with you,
We were both 16 and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street,
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.

If I could find you now
Things would get better,
We could leave this town,
And Run forever,
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away, yeah.

There's a piece of you that's here with me,
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight,
That you're here tonight.

I remember the look in your eyes,
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight,
Not here,Not now.
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night,
Somewhere, somehow.

- - - - - -

wahaha. i'm in the comp lab in sch right now, having GP.
since i have finished my work,
i shall blog and clean up the cesspit of cyberdust right here on le bloggy (:
just had this song semi-stuck in my head.
haha i suddenly miss Yellowcard! shall go find the old album somehwere.
you know they use an electric violin? ^^

anyways,
just feeling bored now ahahaha.
i miss church already. again. as usual o.O

you know, i was just thinking,
what would i be like if i didn't find heart of God?
i can't imgaine my life without my spiritual family & home.
i think i'd be purposeless.

so, i really thank God for everything.
i thank God for my pastors & leaders (:
let's build this church. build build build.
i won't just support, i'll pour my life into it.
God is my life - my everything.
(ther e is no other)

Threw the stars ;9:50:00 AM

the harvest is coming in.
the breakthrough is happening.
my ceiling's breaking.
something is moving in my life -

acceleration.

God, it's gotta be you.

my life is people, my life is Him.
i love every minute of what i do,
every minute of serving Him.
God;
break my heart with what breaks Yours.

Threw the stars ;11:34:00 PM

going for breakthrough.
faith?
definitely.

let's expand - B4 will grow.
let's get the people back.
i have faith for miracles - to expand.

it's time for war.
will you fight with Him?

Threw the stars ;11:10:00 AM