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i'm actually blogging again, this is amazing. regular updates, what to do, my life is too happening (:
today, i went out with tanwensong, ongzhiyi(boss), darren and samm. our dear mel didn't come cos she was semibanned from going out due to her amazing walked-into-a-lamppost story. hehe. well, she seems much better now, YAYE.
anyway,
today was fun. we bought Remy Martin Rocye' chocolate (wensong & zhiyi never tried it before) and went to pastamania for lunch. ate first and the chocolate was super good. Just the right amount of cognac to make it good, ahahas. Waited for sam, and she came with ruffles. hehe. hung out and talked and chatted.

it was cool, for some reason it felt like were all old friends and we knew each other for the longest time, but we had just met 5 days before. hahas. thats the thrill of good company (:
we finally left to buy stuff to make mel's get well soon card and walked around build-a-bear.

we cabbed down to church, talked some more about life and church and just STUFF. hahas, managed to do up mel's card before choir.
choir was awesome, new gen meeting was a bit scary but good in the end (: learnt alot from the two sessions and i feel ready to inspire more schools. and a new page is coming, a new chapter.. secondary schools, no more JC!

last stop of the day was boonkeng, to visit mel and pass her the card. we arrived to the sound of cars whizzing past and the cool night air around us as we stood in the playground - sam, darren, zhiyi, wensong (who came running down) and me. oh, and ruffles too.
i loved how stunned mel was to see us , hhahs.
well, i hope she liked our card. it was MADE WITH LOVE .
hehhs.
followed the childcare gang to their old childcare, and was quite interesting seeing what kind of world they grew up in.
how our different environments make us who we are to some extent today. but then, there's always God who changes even that in our lives.

cabbed again with sam, and we picked up nicklee on the way back. the cab uncle was very funny, kept joking with us. today we met funny cab uncles. the morning one i caught to get to suntec was helpful. the one that took us to church was a MAN UTD fan YAYE. the one that took us home was friendly and funny. so we had good cabs today.
hahahas.

talked about nonsense and serious things with sam. told her some funny things.
i think i need to start learning the guitar again. even if not for my vision, for the cg cos we really need a cg guitarist.
so many things in my life right now, but i'll make time for it...
gonna go buy & sell a guitar tomorrow.
hahas, im proactive.
i have a vision.

pst lia replied my email. one sentence stuck with me.

vision gives you the discipline to live your life.

wow, pst, you rock (:

as ivan says, good nigth and good bye.

fedorawr HOGC 2 . 0 fe-sh! : me
`ZeewhY; You've been struck by, a smooth criminal. : zhiyi
♥.† Darren || Heart Of Others || Beginnings Of Leadership || FAITH || : darren
melissa9-1@hotmail.com : mel

our funny conversation about JAM(:

fedorawr HOGC 2 . 0 fe-sh! MSN 11:53
ahha we shld go jam one day

`ZeewhY; You've been struck by, a smooth criminal.
MSN
11:53
Yeah
11:53
!

♥.† Darren || Heart Of Others || Beginnings Of Leadership || FAITH || MSN
11:54
hahah!
11:54
remind me of the GXT worship video
11:54
that was a good jam man!
nonni walkes out with a jam bottle
`ZeewhY; You've been struck by, a smooth criminal.
MSN
11:55
haha

fedorawr HOGC 2 . 0 fe-sh! MSN
11:56
haha thats funny
11:56
yeah man
11:56
lets go jam someday
11:56
we will bring some jam
11:56
and eat jam bread
11:56
while we jam
`ZeewhY; You've been struck by, a smooth criminal. MSN
11:57
Hahaha
11:57
Yeah
11:57
Then we'll jam until there's traffic jam

fedorawr HOGC 2 . 0 fe-sh! MSN
11:57
and our printers got paper jam

melissa9-1@hotmail.com MSN
11:57
hahaahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahhahahhahaha...
♥.† Darren || Heart Of Others || Beginnings Of Leadership || FAITH || MSN
11:57
wahhh
11:57
lol
`ZeewhY; You've been struck by, a smooth criminal. MSN
11:57
Hahahaha
11:57
Then we'll treat Sam to some peanut butter jam

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Threw the stars ;11:58:00 PM

OUR GOOD FRIEND (the guy on the left)
haha this guy let sam sit down on the train. he is the few good guyd in the world!
we decided we should try to get him saved =/

parents are overseas in batam, so i have freedom for once in my life. caught a late night step up 2 with SAMM! shermaine bx and daryl (cut your hair please.) the show was good, the dance move were spectacular. the much hyped rain scene lived up to expectations. i liked the movie, it was good.

always wondered how dancers moved their bodies like that, i will never understand it. it's just something God gave them...
hahas.

travelled home with samm and had a lot of nonsense and talked about things with her.
suddenly thought of those times long ago when i was still young and i used to tell her everything. realised we have both grown older but im glad i can still talk her the same way... about EVERYTHING. lolls!
my leader, my friend (:
yea , we will grow b4 together. hahahaha.
i will try to like chilli crab if not i cant join sam and bx and daryl when they fo on their chilli crab outing =/

yo ho,yo ho.
ruffles watches movies for free.
dont worry sam, the guy on the train will get saved one day!
ohmygoodness...
senselessness.

Threw the stars ;1:11:00 AM

the harvest is coming in, it's time to work.

was reading Holy Discontent.
What is it that I can't stand, thats my calling in my life, my firestorm frustration.
its cool to think about how God uses anyone, simply because they refuse to be complacent.
it doesnt take ability, just a Popeye moment (:

the difference between us and the world becomes clearer each day.
going out with my classmate and talking to her about her relationship problems, about life and things in general,
was different, interesting and tugged at something in me.
this generation needs a change.
thank God she's coming for easter!

living on 3 hours of sleep, ad I'm losing my mind soon, ahha. But not yet.
B4 has a great harvest, we need to hold it -
prayer and sleepless nights.
whoaah :D

i love what i'm doing. wouldn't trade it.

Threw the stars ;1:53:00 AM

R E A L

I am who I am.
I am who God made me.

the deadliest attitude comes from consciously living a lie.

Threw the stars ;12:29:00 AM

Let me share with you something powerful I read today...

Prayer does indeed change things. It changes us. It strengthens our faith. It helps us see things through God's eyes. It softens our hearts. It sensitizes our consciences. It gives us superhuman courage. And it molds us into champions God can use.

How is your prayer life?

-Lester Sumrall, The Making of a Champion

reading that felt like a smack in the face.. it changed the way i saw prayer and how it affects me. its not just pray pray pray for things to happen, but pray pray pray to know God even more.
Those powerful words from the lips of a man who can't read or write, except for reading the Word of God.
Lester Sumrall, man of faith.
Hats off to him...he is truly anionted and a great man of God.
He is definitely one of the people i want to meet in heaven, haha.

Today was funny...
had dinner with the NG teamers and we were crapping.
Lisa wants to ride beside King David during the battle of Armageddon.
We told her to join the queue =/
And Christian wanted to ride next to Adam to whack him on the head.
LOL.
London is going to be CHAOTIC.

Anyway, heard from Lisa and KS about this book they saw in Tecman, a fiction book that talks about the whole story of Lucifer, Gabriel, Michael and Jesus like a story..
sounded really cool and we decided that we are going to get that book.
haha,
but first, i need to find out what it's called.
Tomorrow, I'm going shopping !

Lol. Sometimes, school seems to be like a totally different universe to me.
It's like going to another country, speaking another language.
It's hard to connect when people are concerned with the smallest things in life and when they keep telling you things to scare you into working hard.
It's so strange, and I get the feeling of growing up too fast sometimes.
I'm only 18 ok! hahaha.

PAYALEBAR is still the best!
Wonder what God will do in my life in twenty years. twenty months. twenty days. twenty hours. twenty minutes.. twenty seconds.
The thought excites me, that at least I got something to live for yea.
And Pastors and leaders who are like family, who always believe in me.

What more can I ask for?
The world can't offer me a thing!!

haha.

(on a side note, my room is very very cold)
=/

Threw the stars ;12:27:00 AM