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its 12.40am, and i get the rare time to blog a nice long post, so i hope.

version 2.0, it seems this weekend i have finally grasped the full concept of what 2.0 means. what it means for the church, for our Pastors, for the leadership, for the ministries.. what it means for me as a person. it's time for 2.0 in my life. fresh anointing, new beginnings.

the sweetness of everything, and every challenge that comes my way. knowing i can overcome it because someone much bigger than me will do the job.
it's about the anointing, about chasing the man of God, about hunger and faithfulness.
all these things are the things that make my life beautiful, a joy to wake up to every morning.
these, and that special someone...
the one who steals my heart,
and makes me come alive with His presence.
Him, of scarred hands and the ability to speak life to dead bones.

power, power indeed (:

i was just thinking how funny it is with God. Sometimes, when you really need something for the wrong reasons, He doesn't give it to you. But when you find yourself not wanting it anymore, it comes to you as a pleasant shock.
Then again, it's only at that time when our hearts are prepared and our characters at that level to handle it, to take it with maturity of the spirit.
That's why God is God, and i am not. hhahaha.

with more things to do in life, comes a time of molding and a time for mistakes. i won't be afraid because i want to learn and grow from them, and i know above it all my leaders will still love me. God will still be my father, till the end.
i feel excited just thinking about all of it.. even through my tiredness and apprehension and euphoria, some part of me remains calm and composed and buzzes with excitement at the coming things. A new level in ministry, in leadership, in my own walk with God.
the vision burns. the flame doesnt dim, the oil never runs out.
it comes from the holy spirit.

on a sidenote,
DEAR SAM, pls get well soon and take care. i will be praying for you, miss you lots! hahhhs (:

administration is slowly becoming my best friend in life =/ i am starting to wonder why God is doing this to me. if that's what it takes for 2.0, if that's what it takes...
hahaha.
i can't wait to dye my fading hair a nice rich gold colour.
trying not to think about the endless pile of work i need to get done by this week, otherwise my great tribulation will come much earlier than the rest of the world's.

hmmm, how God never fails to provide (:

Threw the stars ;12:39:00 AM