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okay so, i'm at wenqi's house and it's 3.27am and i'm still not sleep.
cos i decided to blog. haha. randomly and for no particular reason.
honestly i'm kinda tired but i don't know why i'm still here blogging!
well, its been an eventful few days. got so many emotions its impossible to describe everything fully.
im just constantly amazed at God's faithfulness in my life. and watching lives change around me, people catching that dna that makes us so uniquely heart of God is just the sweetest experience in the whole world. its what really keeps me going sometimes when i wake up in the morning and think of all the things i have to do.

my heart's cry? (:
it cries out to be more like the man and woman of God - my Pastors.
it cries to get the same anointing that Charleston, Ivan and Samantha carries.
it cries to watch the power of God turn lives 360 degrees around.
it cries to give my best to a service and create a platform for Pastors and the presence of God.
it cries to see revival in the schools.

is it too much to desire? i dont think so man!

i think that sometimes frustration helps us to grow in our love for people even more. to just put everything aside and say hey, at the end of it all, its not about me and how i feel, but what really pleases Him.

hmm, thoughts at wee hours of the morning? hahaha.

this is really a season of stretching. i think its exactly how Pastor put it. you can never really get a hold of God.
ever since that one day that the vision came back into my heart... God's never let me rest since. its level after level, molding after molding, experience to experience. Constantly under pressure, constantly learning how to deal with it. there is no comfort zone, just space to be stretched and grow more in Him.
its really a journey.

I remember a long time ago I was listening to a sermon by Pst Phil Pringle. he said that God takes your heart and stretches it.... and stretches it and you cry out,No God! stop! and He replies, Just a little more... and continues to stretch every time you think you're gonna give up. And when at last He lets go, your heart is so big and stretchable that you can cover almost anything with it.
Beautiful picture eh? Elastic heart ahhaah.
well, i want to be a spiritual rubber band (:

God keeps bringing the word of the season back into my mind.
Speak with boldness and wisdom, and people will know that I have been with Him.
2 things in my life i need to get right;
character- faith, boldness, wisdom
spiritual- hunger, worship, anointing
its the season, the season for growth.

jiaen, dee, zee.
we're gonna make a great team.
the foundation of generations. let's dream (:

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