okay so, this is just a random post thats incredibly random but hey i realised some really random things. i went blogsurfing a while because.. i don't know why. haha. it was a random urge. i realised something really interesting. the difference between value systems are so glaring when you actually observe things and people. and the way they talk and how they see things. Pastor Lia said something really funny during discipleship class... about how the world thinks we're wasting time but we think they're wasting time too. irony? i think it's more than that. it's about the values in our lives that are different.
they say, party at the club baby. we say, party when that soul gets saved. they say, money and fame and glory. we say, money and fame and glory for Him, to Him, because of Him. they say, don't waste your time on something that doesn't give you anything back. we say, what we do give us more than anything this world could give us. they say, God who? God where? We say, God there, don't you see Him in the sunrise and the rainbow painted across the sky?
it's weird because people are always telling us that we are stupid fools and we should really be "focusing on your studies and make it big. thats all that matters." "thinking about your future, your job." "a student first, a christian later."
value system! what matters more... seeing souls saved or climbing that ladder to all the riches in the world? i would rather die knowing one life was changed because of God working through me, than live a fulfilling life of wealth and status and power, but dying on a cold hospital bed, unloved, unremembered, just another rich person to add to the death toll. yea, it frustrates me sometimes why people think we are such idiots... there's more than just ourselves to care about! there's a world out there that needs a change.
haha okay. i wonder why i'm feeling this so strongly but yeah, i am. can really see Pastors' heart and what they believe in.. and i so love it. i so want to be just like them. i know it's not easy but that's all i ask for... to be just like my Pastors. they are just so amazing.
haha ok i think im gonna turn in soon.. if not i will be even more sick when i wake up in the morning and my nose will never stop running.
gdnight & gdbye
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