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one week without school is pure bliss!
thats the reason why i am up at 3.50am blogging when usually i would be chionging something or knocked out while chionging something because school would be in 4 hours' time.

had an interesting night with chew maine and wenqi crowding out my room. it was quite insane and i came close to killing them for lying on my bed in outside clothes and messing my place up. but it was cool too, just sitting around in the odd hours of the morning and talking life over. this is what it means to do life together man. through testing and through seasons in our walk with God, we share it all, go through it all, grow through it all..

i've been thinking a lot about myself and God is just speaking to me about a time of testing coming in my life. it's time for me to grow up in many areas. i'm not a youth anymore, one more year and i will be entering into the early stages of being an adult.
what do i believe in in my life?what do i live by?

i'm still thinkin' about it yo.
(:

what i do now, what i choose, is going to define me for the rest of my life.

it would be crazy to trade this life for anything. just plain crazy. i love it too much, i love it all too much. increasingly i'm beginning to see, that despite the disappointments and discouragements, the ups and downs and the emotional rollercoaster; there is no other option in my life. this is what i want to do until i'm old and wrinkled.

yea. i'm sure of it now. this is what i want to do, there's no other option.

i'm going to grow to that level, hang on to those dreams and convictions.

Threw the stars ;3:47:00 AM

i just got back from a nice long jog around yishun.
It feels good to run again.. been such a long time man! I have concluded that the best runing parter on your ipod are The TingTings. It's quite funny running to their songs.

well, i feel super good now. if only i could find the time to do this every day.

right now i'm contemplating eating my dinner because it will just about destroy any purpose my run had. hahah.

life is sweet!
people are sweet!
had a great time shopping with jiajia & cheryl. they're so amazing... i love the shirt they bought for me. they're so amazing i really go to blog about them!
when jiajia and cheryl first stepped into church, they were just blur and didn't really care about God. they had their own problems and their own lives.
but now look at them.
one of them wants to be an usher head and a CGL. the other wants to grow hougang sec to 25 people and more, just like northbrooks.
every time i see them in their black shirts and shoes (so cute!) i cant help but feel happy.
this is what it's all about man. God changing lives of young people.

they've caught the heart of our church.
i believe they will ten times ten times better than our generation!

i was just looking through attendance and the numbers. i felt my faith leak a little but it'a alright.
because i know a new strength is coming into the cg. with quality, there will be quantity.
we will grow. i can feel it.

okays! thats enough rambling frm me today. hahas.
i still got a workplan to do and write ups to write.
time for a nice warm bath.

gdnight & gdbye.

Threw the stars ;10:44:00 PM